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[Tuesday February 7th, 2006 at 9:46pm] so things have been pretty good. chelseas party is saturday, prom is around the corner, girls bball playoffs soon, and then spring break!!! yea-uhh. then graduation. fun stuff. this week has been kinda stressful and a lil on the hard side. but its ok. i worked monday. had some annoying person come in.but didnt let her get to me. SHES JUST ANNOYING AND I CANT STAND HERRRRR!!!!!!and i have reasons i dont like her. just like she has some with me. so dont get offended. just leave me alone. i dont need your comments, please. thanks. && i love how she shows up at basketball games (even though shes in college - ha kinda funny) and is staring me and my friends down the WHOLE time.real cool. anywaysss enough about her. i actually couldnt care less so i dont know why im wasting my time. i miss my people. i miss adam.nychole.john.courtney.ronielle.and erin. even though she LIVES WITH ME!!:) lol hahaha ROOMIES!!! grrr... went to the game tonight. they lost. i love E. he called me after. he's sad. im sad. they shoulda won. no more telfair, a-train, EEEEE! or shaun. SAD! last boys game ever at CHHS. well, im going to bed. cause im just that cool. its 9:50 and im practically dead. hope everyone has a good night. erin - you better call me!! :) we needa talk 2 are READY for the summer.

[Sunday January 22nd, 2006 at 5:46pm] he doesnt know how much i love him. not even close. the words arent enough.... im ready to go off and be with him. hes the one ive hoped for. and finally he's mine. im fighting for him every moment i can. losing him is not an option. i'd be lost without him. i know not everythings perfect, but i see perfection when i look at him. so go ahead, tell me im not in love, list your reasons why we wont work, voice your doubts, try to convince me to change my mind, judge me... do what you will. i'd be happy to listen but i WONT let go. its scary how much i care about him. 1 are READY for the summer.

[Wednesday January 18th, 2006 at 1:26pm] i cant wait for prom. is SOOO excited. this year has gotten so much better. so much coming up and to look forward to. yay :) for the summer.

[Monday January 16th, 2006 at 10:07pm] my life just got better. times a million. he's the reason i always have a smile on my face. he's the reason i randomly giggle and have that half grin on my face. because im thinking of HIM. he means the world to me. i dont know where i'd be without him. i wonder how i got here without him...im glad he's here with me, there for me, and im glad he is MINE. cliche - "ive been waiting my whole life for this." for the summer.

[Sunday January 15th, 2006 at 1:01am] he died for me. i'll live for him. for the summer.

[Thursday January 12th, 2006 at 2:28pm] i wish guys would stop act liking they are God's gift to us and that they're so great and all. so cocky. it bothers me. newsflash: you arent that special. so yeah, just to let you know there was a reason for all the hesitation. theres a reason i didnt want to see you every time you called or sent me a text. yeah, we hade SOME fun times. but lets not over exaggerate the whole scenario. there was also a reason why you didnt really meet any of MY friends. its not that they didnt like you or wouldnt accept you... it was MY choice. ever wonder why we were always with your friends. umm yeah. and now you have an explanation for all my doubts. dont get me wrong, nobodys too good for someone else. its just that i refuse to CONTINUE TO SETTLE. i just wasnt happy with you. end of story. for the summer.

[Tuesday January 10th, 2006 at 9:22pm] walk by faith. not by sight. for the summer.

[Wednesday January 4th, 2006 at 2:07pm] my best friend is gone... here goes nothing. for the summer.

[Saturday December 31st, 2005 at 7:20pm] great... my two best friends (the closest people to me) are leaving in 3 days. "im going to miss them" is an understatement. what else is headed my way?? why so many changes??? 1 are READY for the summer.

[Sunday December 25th, 2005 at 7:00pm] this faith doesn't fall... and it won't. for the summer.

[Thursday December 22nd, 2005 at 3:49pm] yay... so i logged into LJ today and had no obnoxious comments that i didnt ask for in the first place. i re-read the last ones. makes me laugh. they make no sense~ " i just thought i'd let you know i am not holding a GRUDGE " " i do have a few things against you--but you brought them on yourself. NO i dont like the way you treated geoff, he is one of my best friends...and i am closer to him than you, so of course when he hurts b/c of a girl i'm gonna be mad. " hmmm...wow. thats intelligent. GET OVER IT!!!! SORRY I SCREWED UP. LAST TIME I CHECKED, YOU WERENT PERFECT. I could sit here and tell you SO much you'd probably cry. stuff HE said when he was at MY house playing poker. comments about you and some towards me. but we won't get into all that.... ....cant stand her either. im tired of everyone trying to through my faults in my face. its old and needs to be dropped. im tired of people judging me and forming their own opinions on me... when they DONT even know me. ugghhhhhh... now i have an epitomy of LUKEWARM PEOPLE. thanks for the demonstration. now leave me alone. so im ready for Christmas to get here. it doesnt even feel like its just a few days away. i wore a polo and sunglasses today. weriddd. i want to see snow on Christmas! soon. when im living Boston! :) I can't wait to have a family and enjoy life. in a perfect world, he'd propose at a baseball game, we'd be engaged for a lil over a year, i'd be married by 23. We'd move to Boston, MA. first child at 25, second at 27, and third and fourth at 29. yes, having twins would be amazing! thats what i want. i want to be a great mom. I'll stay at home and do interior design until im 33-ish. Then ill go back and be a physical therapist. i want to get off around 4 oclock everyday and come home and spend time with my family. i want to cook very night no matter how tired or stressed i am. i want to watch tv or play games with my children EVERY night. i want them to know how much i love them. And then my children will go to bed and i'll spend alone time with my husband. romantic and just bein' goofy. cuddling and talking. growing together. !! i cant wait. im so ready to leave highschool its ridiculous. i need to take time and enjoy what i have. but its starting to seem a lil overrated. it seems so fake... and made up to be something its not. im ready for the next phase. May 2006 cant get here soon enough. im ready... 1 are READY for the summer.

[Tuesday December 20th, 2005 at 11:09pm] i freakin' love erin brock!!!!! :) :) :) she makes me HAPPY. and i love when ryan comes to see me at work! :) today was a great dayyyy. things are picking up.. and its all good. im back -- prayer. it works!! :) 1 are READY for the summer.

[Monday December 19th, 2005 at 10:40pm] awww poor me. i have no friends. NOT. i have good friends that are REAL. and they arent TWO FACED,BACKSTABBING, DISHONEST, JUDGEMENTAL,OBNOXIOUS people. && im sick of people posting crap on my LJ. 'so far passed it' and 'over it' and 'dont want to get involved'...but you keep leaving messages!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the heck!!!!??? anyways... so im leaving in 5 days! i cant wait. i need an escape... ill be gone until 2nd semester starts. yayyyy. im ready to leave this place... theres nothing left for me. except for ryan. i cant wait to leave. i HATTTTEEEEEEEE it here. and i hope she's doing ok. because i love her to death and seeing her like this KILLS me. in my prayers... and hopefully in yours too. for the summer.

[Saturday December 17th, 2005 at 8:44pm] im gonna miss him. this suckkkssssssssssss for the summer.

[Friday December 16th, 2005 at 3:35pm] ummm... yeah so i really DONT care... i think its funny how you say to call or whatever... ive tried. and yeah i know i was wrong ... and when i told nychole everything that happened i asked her to promise me not to tell ANYONE. so next time you want to throw something in my face make sure that you know the facts... because i had no intentions on her going to tell adam. and correct me if im wrong, but GEOFF told adam this. when HE promised me not to tell anyone. i was ashamed and embarassed.... is there something wrong with that?? and i dont expect sympathy. me needing to vent doesnt ask for people to feel sorry for me. ive said what i had to say and thats how i feel. you cant tell me that im wrong for speaking my feelings or opinions... thats not right. what i say or how i express my feelings is up to ME. if you dont like it then thats fine. DONT read it and DONT post things telling me how "ridiculous" i am or this is. that does nothing and that isnt necessary. sorry this upset you that much but it shouldnt........... erin - i miss you. call me. i have to tell you something. love love for the summer.

[Friday December 16th, 2005 at 11:06am] ... && i hope i NEVER see him again. why did HE come to CFA last night?? ugghh.. so lame. he cant even say hey and every time i look in that direction he turns away.. yeah REALLL mature. how about you grow up and ACT your age. its done and over with. we're done, so why ignore eachother and act like the other ones not even there. ive MOVED ON. i hope you have too. this whole thing is soo stupid. and next time you tell your friends about problems... tell them the WHOLE story. how about you humble yourself and admit your faults.... wasn't hard for me. oops, i forgot -- you're as immature as they come. So when I see your friend at aeropostle she can actually say something... oh! thats right, shes holding a grudge and JUDGING ME therefore she cant say hey. wow. no wonder yall are like best friends???? just alike. Thanks for making me look like this. too bad you never took the time to get to know me... i think i was too busy on the floor CRYING.....and you were too busy telling me how wrong i was for being hurt. I HOPE I NEVER SEE YOU AGAINNNNNNN... its off my chest now. had to. i couldnt stand it anymore. *** I CANT STAND HIM ANYMORE *** so finals are over. yay! this semester ended so well. things got really good around mid-November. it was good.... im excited for the break. going to Florida!!!! spending time with family and friends. working a lot too. hey hey hey -- i hopefully get my promotion in a month and a half! :) :) yayy hope everyone has a wonderful and safe Christmas. don't forget what this season is really all about. 3 are READY for the summer.

[Monday December 12th, 2005 at 2:33pm] I am not an easy "piece of ass" If that’s what you’re here for, don’t proceed any further. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve got nothing against it. It’s just that I have this thing; you may have heard of it, it’s called self-respect. If all you see in me is someone to conquer and destroy, then you need to keep looking. If that’s all you're after, then what does that say about you? And for you girls that have never heard of self-respect, I’ve got news for you: I know what’s said behind your back. Honey, it isn’t pretty. I don’t care how good you were. You will be replaced over and over and over again. You think I’m wrong, and that you’re different. You aren’t, and you won’t be different until you stop degrading yourself. You don’t respect yourself, so why should they respect you? It doesn’t matter who you think you are, to them you’re just another number. All you’re doing is proving to them that they don’t have to work to treat a girl right, because all they’ve got to do is go to the next girl in line, because she’s going to give it all up to him just for taking notice of her. Why should they bother when it’s so easy to get a girl to do what they want? You're perpetuating a sick cycle... for the summer.

[Sunday December 11th, 2005 at 11:23am] As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back for the summer.

[Thursday November 17th, 2005 at 1:40pm] livejournal=lame. find me on myspace... for the summer.

[Tuesday November 15th, 2005 at 9:46pm] its really hard to see someone you were once so close to.... and you look them in the eye and have no words to say. you know the feeling when you havent seen someone in a while but then you randomly see them -- and i have to say im disappointed there was not even a 'hello' ...ive moved on. i found someone. im past it - why is it hard to find the words to say? is there even anything to say?? i guess i just want to be friends with him. i mean, lets be mature. what happened, happened. its over. let's BOTH grow up and act our age. i really dont like to have enemies. this is hard. i dont know what to do. maybe its better to not talk... but i dont hold grudges. ignoring people is silly. i guess a point is trying to be proven. so today was my last day off till Sunday. boo. but this week will be good. especially Friday. sean, heidi, christy, and nicole all work! yay. i expect erin and rachel to visit me. rachel you never come see me anymore :( i love apples. theyre so good. fruit is good. and good for you. im trying to be healthy. i need to get back in shape. i miss the way i look when i was in softball. its so sad. ive gained 6 pounds since i went to the hospital wednesday. the nurse said that would happen though. blah. i think its all in my face too. my cheeks look like a chipmunk. as long as it comes off before march 11. that is prom. i cant wait. its going to be awesome. so much coming up. why even look down? we all have so much to look forward to. this year gets better each and every day! for the summer.

[Monday November 14th, 2005 at 8:43pm] a lot to look forward to. im going to athens a lot coming up. to see my brother && nychole. me and cal are going this weekend or next, i cant wait. then thanksgiving, finals,then christmas. basketball season will start. i love my lady eagles :o) then second semester. ill be planning for college. im going to KSU. no matter what,its right for me. i love my friends. yall make me happy. i love God. hes my BF4L. i love erin and when she looks through the window to talk to me when im in class. she is adorable. i wish she would call me so we can hang out!! i miss abby. i miss the times we had. shes awesome. i envy her lol. i miss the days when we all were so young and had no worries. no broken hearts, friends didnt betray us or do us wrong.no college stress, no jobs. is it me or did stuff like this just start happening? things have gotten really messed up lately...i dont think i care for this change. im having a hard time now... just wait till graduation day. i will be the one crying my eyes out. I love you all. tons. 3 are READY for the summer.

<33 [Saturday November 12th, 2005 at 10:02pm] [ mood | giddy ] wow... im so happy right now. its that time in my life where im finding myself. what i want, need, look for.. not only in a guy, but within myself as well. i know whats worth keeping; what i want to fight for//try for. HE'S one of them. getting a voicemail/text message that just says "hey, i was thinking about you" or "i miss you" ... that ((MAKES))my day. seeing that smile on his face and feeling like theres not a problem in the world. But im scared... we both leave in *months* -- going our s e p e r a t e ways. i found what i want and im comfortable. comfortable with him knowing about my past, insecurities, weaknesses, everything. ive never felt this way before. i have to say it feels good for the summer.

[Saturday November 12th, 2005 at 3:28pm] so i got off work at 2:30 today - it was MADNESS. crazy day. but working in the back with christy and john = fun. i loved it. i worked 28 hours this week.. and i got 26 this coming week. yay! that will be a good paycheck for savings. lots to save for. christmas, then college. i cant wait. all my people are going to West. and I think im the only one going to KSU besides Chelsea and Branden.. but thats where I wanna go. I cannot wait for college. Im just scared about leaving someone. sometimes I wonder if this is meant to be. its probably too early to be thinking about that... but is there a set time. is my heart telling me or my mind. i dont know. i feel like a lil 7th grader with a crush. me = loser. lol anyways... go to the doctor monday. i will find out if i have to have surgery or not -- please pray for me!!then putt putt with john. im sad. hes leaving. i never said yes - he's not allowed. Yes, everyone, he IS my BF4L! sorry.. hmmm... i want smores. like real ones. like the kind we'd eat at the lake when we'd go camping. i miss that. i miss my dad.he called me yesterday to see how i was feeling. i saw him last Wed. when I was in the hospital. Adam told him i was there and he came to see me. that meant a lot. i woke up and saw him staring at me. not like a scary staring lol. but like he cared. very neat. I want to feel like part of the family again. i miss that. but i think that since the holidays are coming up things will get better. time with family is always fun. my family is crazy - i love them dearly. i miss my cousins. my baby cousin is so adorable. makes me want kids, but makes me sad when i think that... so first semester has gone by so fast. a lot has happened. overall it was good! grades are good.. so like 22 weeks left and im "DONE WIT IT" yea-uhh. 06. guess what. i turn 18 and graduate the same week. im scared. everyone else should be too. no i will be good! I will probably buy a lottery ticket, thats about it. well, im done. going to take a nap. then getting ready to hang out with everyone. GA vs. AUBURN tonight. temp. auburn fan for the day. 1 are READY for the summer.

[Tuesday November 8th, 2005 at 8:50pm] so im done with LJ and i am doing myspace. i love it. ryan is teaching me -- maybe ill get used to it. look for me there... myspace = addicting. yes, i AM officially a loser. (a real pathetic one) 4 are READY for the summer.

[Sunday November 6th, 2005 at 1:38pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] i met someone!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) is this supposed to happen? i thought i was going to take a long break... but everythings tellin me to HOLD ON ... for the summer.

[Saturday November 5th, 2005 at 4:15pm] [ mood | flirty ] things are going so well. i never thought i would be saying that so soon. i regret a lot. i hate that, but its true. pushing friends away /&&/ holding grudges because of one thing. sean means so much to me. so what that we had some hard times. really hard. but we always work through it. hes my best friend next to callie. i know he will be there for anything.. so i love work. i have finally gotten to the point where i go in a do my job. i really dont care what other people are doing. i do my position to the best and then clock out when its time to go. i love all my girls there! nychole, christy, heidi, nicole, darlene, courtney... they are awesome! everything is getting better there. we are losing a lot of people which kinda sucks but transitions are going to be made. 'bout time. so enough about that.. im so excited for christmas break! im taking a lot of time off and i think im going to volunteer during the 3 weeks we have off. like at a hospital. i really want to look into physical therapy.i need to get college stuff done too. im so excited to leave but simultaneously im scared. i hate change. but Gods telling me this will be good. maybe once i settle in at kennesaw ill meet someone. i am looking forward to that but i wont be disappointed if it doesnt work. whatever happens, happens. im on no schedule but his. just enjoying life as it is. this is gonna be good. well, i hope everyone is doing well. havent seen you guys ina while. (havent been at school last week either tho!) rachel, i needa talk to you too. call me ASAP. have a great weekend! :) for the summer.

[Tuesday November 1st, 2005 at 11:38am] [ mood | thankful ] how awesome. something i wanted so bad, just happened. being forgiven is such a good feeling. simultaneously i hate what i said/did... and i feel like such a bad person. i just dont know anymore... 2 are READY for the summer.

[Tuesday November 1st, 2005 at 7:41am] please pray for me. thats all i ask... 1 are READY for the summer.

i feel so free. i love this. [Monday October 31st, 2005 at 6:49pm] like i said. i needed a break. i feel like i had 500 pounds taken off my shoulders. i was dealing with so much and now i feel like im back. the real me... i was so tired of being stressed and hurt all the time. this is God's plan and he's telling me to hold back for awhile. when the time comes, i will start something new but im not ready for that right now. i would like to graduate before i start anything else. im not going to settle anymore. we all know what happens when you settle and go against what your heart is telling you. i learned so much though. i really dont think i would redo this. i learned a lot about life, relationships, and myself. I hope the best for Geoff, i really do. im not going to bash him and talk bad because he doesnt deserve that. i would hope he would do the same for me... we just werent meant to be. but tonight is so good. i love my friends! callie means the world to me. i dont know what id do without her!:) happy halloween everyone. hope you all have a great night. love you for the summer.

[Sunday October 30th, 2005 at 8:35am] [ mood | crushed ] kennesaw = my escape. do i want this? NO. not at all. i want so badly to make things better. im miserable - hes miserable. what is this going to take?? im not sure - we werent meant to be. i hate saying/hearing that. i cant move on. theres something tell me to, but theres a thousand reasons why I wont. for the summer.

[Friday October 28th, 2005 at 3:37pm] [ mood | excited ] forget whats going on. lets have a good time this weekend. no worries /&&/ no regrets. for the summer.

[Thursday October 27th, 2005 at 4:29pm] the next time a man does something to upset you// dont do that thing where you pretend nothings wrong// but you still show something wrong// and you just say keep askin// and then us men askin you just say nothin// because we'll stop after two times, we'll stop// nothing means nothing in our book right?// so then you just make it worse// because we think you want to // and maybe you want to// but maybe we can bridge the gap here// we can both sleep in the same bed// next time your man screws up// just look at him// fold your arms if you have to// because thats the worst thing in the world that you can do to a man// and just look him in the eye and say// "someday baby"... interesting.... for the summer.

[Wednesday October 26th, 2005 at 1:33pm] [ mood | crushed ] ever had the feeling when youre so hurt you dont think it could get any worse? i have thought that many times but im constantly proving myself wrong..... this sucks. 1 are READY for the summer.

[Tuesday October 25th, 2005 at 6:21pm] rachel, i love you girlfriend! im sorry about tryouts. thats messed up i have to say. i hope youre doing ok. let me know if i can do anything for ya! :) 2 are READY for the summer.

[Sunday October 23rd, 2005 at 5:14pm] [ mood | giggly ] today was amazing!! :) its so awesome to be reminded that those certain people are there for you day in and day out. things happen and sometimes i question if i count on them in times like these. I sit here and look back on my weekend. it was actually the best weekend ive had in awhile (minus some parts) but friday night was so much fun -- being with all of my friends on senior night was awesome. i had fun with everyone and it was as if i had no worries. everything that had been bothering me before hand was forgotten at the time. thats what theyre there for! makes me wonder why i put them aside through everything!?! they mean the world to me /&&/ i dont know what would happen if they werent there for me. i love you all! :) anyways, life is good. god is good. God is what i need right now - like always. church was fabulous! i hope you guys had a great weekend! see you tomorrow for the summer.

[Saturday October 22nd, 2005 at 9:32pm] [ mood | hopeful ] Dear Lord, As I look into my future I will place my trust in you. If I become discouraged, I will turn to you. If I am afraid, I will seek strength in you. You are my father, and I will place my hope, my trust and my faith in YOU. -- aMeN -- for the summer.

[Saturday October 22nd, 2005 at 8:19pm] [ mood | weird ] overwhelmed. worrying a lot about things -- people,job,school, God, myself, my family, friends, future. i just dont know what to do anymore. times are hard but i know i will get through it all. it just scares me because im having a hard time now, what will happen when i have more stress factors; a family of my own, a husband, kids, more bills? i guess i will take care of it when I get to that point. life isnt easy... i hate to sit here and complain and vent about certain things going on in my life right now because i am blessed with so much. I have so much and im starting to take things for granted. it sucks that things have to be taken away to show you how much they really mean or how important they really are to you. you know the feeling? the distance with geoff has really made me realize a lot. i think this was good for us. because i am more appreciative of him now. i had time to actually miss him and time that i wanted to spend time with him and just be with him no matter what were doing. soo..taking a break... we'll see how things work. i miss the old days. can i get those back? i say that but then i question if i really mean that. Do i want to go back to the days where i rely on my mom for everything? where i didnt have anyone close to me that wasnt a family member? now i have relationships with guys and girls that mean the world to me. i didnt have a few years ago. well, now ive changed my mind. i dont think life is getting harder or worse at all, but things are definitely different. you have to take the good with the bad. there are thousands of things i wouldnt change for the world. i guess looking on the brightside will help overcome problems? wowww.. i make no sense! haha. but anyways, i just needed to come vent. i hope you all enjoyed senior night, i had a blast with yall. have a good weekend and ill see you on monday! love yall for the summer.

........... [Monday October 17th, 2005 at 1:29pm] [ mood | worried ] ...as soon as i feel like things are picking up and im headed in the right direction, something new comes up. ever since my senior year started things havent been going so well. its so hard to keep up when im constantly catching up to things. i feel like i am behind on everything. I havent even taken my SATs yet. i havent applied to colleges... school is a huge stress right now. my grades suck and I dont know what its going to take to get back on track. Last year I was an A/B student in honors classes... now I am failing 2 classes. weird. so besides school, a lot more is going on. everyone seems to be leaving?? Sean and I have moved on from eachother, Adam and Nychole both got accepted to UGA, as soon as I begin to build a relationship with my Dad he gets engaged, my mom is involved with her boyfriend, Callie seems to be gone, I hardly ever see my friends anymore because of work and other stuff,I can only hope that this is preparing me to be independent and teach me to rely on nobody...I dont know why this is all hitting me at once but it seems like its thrown in my face. As everyone goes there seperate ways and where God leads them, I feel like I met Geoff. Theres obviously a reason on why he came into my life at this time but im not sure.this seems to be the worst timing for us because of everything thats going on.but at the same time its the best, hes been there for me when I thought that nobody else was. I have become so attatched to him lately and when I feel like things are better, it changes! i dont know if we will last or what will happen. I hope for the best because I really do care about him.more than any other guy ive ever been with...its cliche but i dont know what id do without him. the thought of breaking up scares me. well, besides that...I have so much to look forward to. things will get better, i know they will. I just dont know how much longer I can handle this. work till 9:30. all senior girls call me ASAP - its about senior night this friday. I hope all is well for you guys. Have a good night and ill talk to yall later. much love! 2 are READY for the summer.

bo ramirez is a big loser! [Wednesday October 5th, 2005 at 8:49pm] [ mood | disappointed ] hmmm... what a night. braves lost. feelings on this = no suprise. geoff is right, they always choke. but hey, its best of 5 :) red sox are down 5-4. how they blew a 4-0 lead... i dont know? oh well... i need to go take a shower now and get ready for COLLEGE SPIRIT DAY! yayyy!! hope you all have a great night. 3 are READY for the summer.

[Wednesday October 5th, 2005 at 4:14pm] [ mood | good ] things are picking up! Mark went home last night! :) heavy on my mind right now.. but hes doin ok. prayers are appreciated Hope everyone had a good day today! tomorrow should be good! It's college spirit day! Me callie, chelsea, abby, and michelle are all dressing up. Being ridiculous is so much fun! then after school im going to tan then to work. work til close. but no school friday!! that brings a smile to my face. I hope everyone enjoys the long weekend. football game friday is going to be CRAZY! i cant wait.. well, yall have a good night! this was a lame post but i should update later. Baseball is on now till midnight. :) yeah, its gonna be a good night! before I go.... dont you just hate people who are fake? omggg... why is she trying to be popular all the sudden and do anything she can for attention?! thats so effen annoying! the people shes out partying with and drinking with arent her real friends... maybe she'll she that when she needs help and we're all here but they arent....thats if we stay around for this crap. -((stand up for something or you'll fall for anything))- 8 are READY for the summer.

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